| can u just act like u care nd stfu wif the lol!
rip cookie
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| waiting; i constantly find myself waiting, waiting patiently. hopeing that we can move to the next step. constantly checking my fone, or aim to see if u've signed on. would u hold my hand and lead me the way? show me the beauty of this love. walk with me thru this path of obstacles, show me the way, go thru everything wif me. show me,tell me, explain to me what ur world is like. be patient wif me and bare wif me khusz i'm not a smart person, i do stupid things, not everything is for me to see clearly with my bear eyes. i'm not a perfect human being, i can get really complicated but i hope u would understand. i can't give everything that u'll ask for but i will try to do the best i can. i can't be there by ur side 24/7 but know that u can always go to me and i'll always be there. i won't be able to solve all ur problems but i hope that just being there to listen will help u out. i can't be the perfect person u'll want me to be, but i hope that u'll see my flaws and accept them as part of me. nothing can come bring us down as long as we have each other. i dnt expect u to change in anyway for me, u are u and i like it just the way u are. i can't see thru u all the way and i know u can't too so sumtyms u have to tell me or i wouldn't know. like any other gurl, i get sensitive, i also do get jealous but understand that my biggest fear is losing u. my dear love, u're all that i have and all i ever wanted, i dnt want to worry about the future anymore, all i care is the present.
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| what actually happened? in a split second everything changed.. we suddenly got really mad at each other.. i went to bed with anger and so did u. how did everythign fall apart so fast.. i don't want to be mad at u, i dnt want u to be mad at me either.. everything is my fault. ihm sorry, u're rigth to get mad at me. its all my fault. i won't hope tht u'll forgive me. its better if i leave u alone.. sorry..
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| why does things i ment to say never comes out right anymore. i lied about what i really want to tell u all along, now i can't go bak and changed what i said. u keep comin bak but i keep making the wrong decisions. ihm sorry i hate myself for what i've said. something i've never believed in is gettin in the way. i'm scared of seperatin so i build a wall so no one get close so i wnt feel the pain later on in the year. but u sum how got thru and now i'm stuck in between, i really don't know what to do. plz give me the courage to believe in us.. khusz i dnt wanna miss a chance again to loose u
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| it hurts me much more wen u lie to me and say ur ok knowing that ur really not. hurts that u use a smile to cover ur true feelings. |
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